Model: Adishakti Celosse
Location: Olofström, Sweden
Its interesting how its possible to change the whole way of seeing things when meeting somebody inspiring or somebody who we feel connected with. And then, when one day this super inspiring person comes, we do crazy things – we quit our jobs, move out of our homes and leave our friends in order to start building up something because we think this is it! We have expectations, hopes and wishes towards that something and of course, sincere trust that this is how it will stay! But then, something happens, things doesnt go like expected and dissappointment comes. With all our heart we believed that its safe and sure… but actually, nothing is ever sure!
Its hard to admit that some things get to and end and sometimes it takes ages, oh yes, ages to get over the things what used to be part of our lives but are not anymore. Lifes goes in circles. Everything has a beginning and an end. Sometimes the time between an ending and a new beginning may seem long and hard but that is the time for us to stay quiet and calm within ourselves, its for us to heal! And then, when this new possibility, new light comes, it may be scary. We are afraid to get hurt again, to feel all those dissappointments and often we cannot do something because it reminds us so badly those things we had in the past, so we just decide not to do those things, not to feel, not to take responsibility. We run away! But what is life when being constantly scared of doing something wrong or getting hurt?
It´s sure that nothing will ever be the same. We cannot have the same feeling back, the same experiences, the same tastes, looks, the same whatever. It will always be new and different! Lets say that you had this awesome job with all the extras you couldnt even wish for and then one day they just fire you! Couldnt see that coming! Well, its hard to accept that but in one year it will be easier to understand. Maybe you had to loose this job to get a lifetime possibility and travel the whole world so then in 10 years you could give out 3 books what inspire the whole world. Couldnt see that coming either, right!? I want to say that I believe everything has its timing. Things and come to us when we are ready! And things leave us when they have served their purpose!
People come to teach us something and sometimes important people have to leave so even more important ones can enter!
Holding on to somebody or something blocks the new possibilities to enter! Sometimes its not a person, its a feeling! I believe that the most important thing is to forgive and no matter what, to be grateful – for everything there was and for sure everything what is still coming even tho it might not include that one thing or that one person! You will still be happy! You will still be satisfied, if you trust and let go that not what YOU want is the best but what is, right now, is the best that could ever be! Life is full of magic and love and its all around us, its just hard to see while being scared or mad or complicated!